So, the navy has pretty much kept lane and I on our toes in terms of certainty and excitement for our special day. What has been planned for almost a year, and known by the officers of the navy, has been put on a back burner and caused me to bite all 10 of my nails down to the brim (which took FOREVER to grow out, by the way), more stress than I ever imagined possible, stomach aches, head aches, anxiety, etc. They have no clue how their actions affect other people beyond themselves sometimes. Understandable that they have an image to protect, since military members are "property" of the united states governement (to say the least), BUT HELL FIRE!!! You would think they would at least try to help those who serve under them, bust their asses every single day, take shit from them on a daily basis, etc. But no... not until today, that is. We finally recieved a written confrimation that Lane's leave is APPROVED! He is leaving for fleet week on Sunday evening and I will not be able to see him until June 3rd.. possibly the 4th, depending on the plane ticket from NY to KY... and the wedding is JUNE 5th!!!!!! You know what this means now: Lots or working out, ZERO carbs, tanning bed, and some serious planning!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so incredibly relieved right now that our BIG DAY will actually happen... I can't wait to look lane in the eyes and tell him how incredibly special he is and how much he means to me... it will truely be the best day of my life, thus far. :)
p.s. My dearest blogger, thank you for giving me the opportunity to vent. xo
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